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17 June 2005 @ 07:47 pm
everyday is like survival, you're my lover not my rival  
okay so tonight i feel very depressed, despondent and other similar words. i mean here i am acting like im somebody and i have no idea what im doing. this is not only NOT going to work, its going to fail in such a spectacular way that im embarrassed i even thought i could do this. i can't even think of any other way to say it. i am such a failure at everything i try to do!!!
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
Current Music: blondie - atomic
she's sick from chlorine but she'll never be clean: who loves you babysoftest_fire on June 18th, 2005 12:22 am (UTC)
well you logged into livejournal ok without blowing the computer up, thats something.. dear i dont mean to make light of your situation, but you are much much stronger than this.. do you not remember driving across almost three states just to be my roomate for three months, you didnt die driving (almost, but you even changed a tire!) and we didnt kill eachother (almost, but graham norton and nite time candy often saved us, as did sharing medication) girl you are one of the strongest people i know, and i KNOW you can do this, and if you dont wanna stay in Ireland anymore and cant take it but dont wanna go back to Texas then you can live with us, i told you we already have a room for you. love you. txt me. or ill txt you.

the voice of some kind of reason
anastasia bh
decemberfishdecemberfish on June 18th, 2005 08:50 pm (UTC)
Oh and remember that one time you said you were gonna move to Ireland and nobody believed you? Well, you did. And that's just about the coolest thing I've ever heard of. You've got way more willpower than the amount of Vomit Casserole I've eaten in my life. And that's alot. Believe me. I know you love it there. I know you miss it here. How could you not miss the weather forecast?! hot. hot. hot. hot. hott. (Hot with two t's? We're gonna die.) So if things don't work out, just think of how much you've acomplished so far, not of what you've failed in. Love you.