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18 August 2004 @ 12:33 pm
is she pretty on the inside is she pretty from the back?  
k so i wrote something in my *real* journal and maybe ive been listening to pandemoniumfromamerica too much but i kinda like it. tell me what you think k?

thank you for your patience. all of our operators are busy. please continue to hold while we reaffirm our belief that there is nothing as important as us, continue to hold while your children grow up and move away, while the seasons shift almost inperceptively into one another and as the years of your pointless and selfish life draw to a close think back on all those things you almost did, all those times you almost took a stand, all those people who you almost helped but instead went for cheaper, easier, cleaner, less grief, less complicated and ask yourself in all your avoidance of anything unpleasant, did you ever really live? can a middle of the road existence really qualify as a life? in the avoidance of bad, how do you determine good? how do you know what the best way is until you try them all and find the one that fits you like your skin? and how do you know what truth is, what beauty is, what good is, what light is, without all the false ugly bad dark to judge against? how do you know youre alive without the pain and mess and dirt and grief? mull that over while you wait and wait and wait some more for instructions on how to use the latest life changing, time saving, energy consuming product on the market that you cant live without. that you cant use without help and will be obsolete in a year. its good to know that you know whats important in life. and make sure the world spinning on its axis doesnt distract you from your goal, your job, your existence of thank you for calling, please continue to hold.
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Teh Uber-Dork!paradisehope on August 20th, 2004 08:29 am (UTC)
Rawkin'. Totally. Viggo would be proud. ^__^
queenie b: cheeky (catgirlrach)bluebirdgirl on August 23rd, 2004 09:35 am (UTC)
yay!! you like me, you really like me!! * is happeh*
castortroysgirl on October 6th, 2004 08:34 am (UTC)

ummm i can't read it without knowing the journal name. :P
queenie bbluebirdgirl on October 6th, 2004 09:40 am (UTC)
i was referring to my rl journal. the writing in question is quoted below my intro sentence. (its that paragraph)

castortroysgirl on October 6th, 2004 09:52 am (UTC)
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh got ya.

it's been a long and horrible 2 weeks. forgive me and my brain being currently gone.