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01 January 2004 @ 01:02 am


after staying up for thiry-six hours, i went to bed AND to sleep at 130 am last night. (i meant it to be earlier but one of my friends had a crisis) so im back on track. after work tonight, i should be sble to go right to sleep. i am so happy. plus i think some of the crippling depression i have been feeling has been a result of three months of sleeping three of four hours a night. i feel less hopeless already, but that could just be cause i had chinese food last night.

my mom and i had probably the best talk weve ever had yesterday. probably because i usually hold alot of stuff back from her for fear of freaking her out or upsetting her. but yesterdy i was so tired, that i just didnt hold anything back and just told her everything completely honestly and then we both cried and got a lot of stuff out and it was really great.

um and i did a mini clean on my house last night, which may not seem like a big deal but ive been too depressed to clean in forever, so anything is good at this point.

um...i guess thats everything..ooh no wait..i was at the cd store looking for suede...(which they didnt have and now im all bitter...) anyway there were these two guys there talking to the two guys that work there and then they all started talking to me you know asking me what famous person i looked like...i said...um...what the ??

they then agreed amongst themselves that i looked like 'ugly pretty girl' in not another teen movie. can anybody tell me who the crap that is? should i be upset?

and they also said i look like rachel lee cook...hmmm, she knows alan cumming...

oh and happy new year and all that mess.

love to you and to me and to the makers of lord of the rings,
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: depeche mode - home
ex_pretty_gi80 on January 1st, 2004 12:14 pm (UTC)
Arent those pour-out-everything-to-mom talks so burden-unloading? Even though they do get more and more rare...

You're mother is awesome.
queenie bbluebirdgirl on January 1st, 2004 12:19 pm (UTC)
thanks i kinda like her.

i guess ill keep her.

matthewcorymatthewcory on August 8th, 2004 03:17 pm (UTC)
ummm.... i know alan cumming.... he's a pretty regular guy....