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10 February 2003 @ 12:35 pm
im sad and dont know why. it just came up last night. i just want to cry about every song i hear and the like. and i miss my family, although not as unbearably as i imagined i would. maybe we can see a sad movie today cause i need to cry. or eat chocolate. or both. im having such a great time and am so happy to be able to just turn around and talk to danielle instead of having to call her and hope im not waking her. i just think i need to take a shower, eat some chocolate cake, and just stamp down these feelings some more. i dont like it when they get out of control. ooh i love dani, she made me laugh and now i feel less sad. however, still will eat chocolate cake, cause it can only make things better right? and the shower also, cause, well, im kinda smelly.

we went to the meeting on friday. but i missed the sunday meeting cause i got really sick. but i did study my watchtower, so yay for me. and im mostly better now. plus on sat, we went to target and bought these groovy trays so we can eat in bed. cause im super lazy. and they are the greatest things ever. well, now its picture time. so i should go. i love you all. and i miss you so much. (you know who you are)
Current Mood: distresseddistressed
Current Music: sleeping maks me thirsty - jack
ex_savoytruf156 on February 10th, 2003 01:11 pm (UTC)
I don't understand why you'd be sad because you're in a place that you want to be. Who knows.
she's sick from chlorine but she'll never be clean: behind it allsoftest_fire on February 11th, 2003 09:34 am (UTC)
i was sad yesterday too... maybe its the weather
im sorry you were sad and i was sick in bed and not able to cry with you to sad songs, cos you know how much i love that..'wait, this one is worse wahhhh wahhhh.. oh wait this one' you know how it goes...

im glad youre here, you scratch my head and play with my hair when im in bed and my head hurts, youre too sweet.. youre only the second person to do that for me:]

ill hold your hand if you want me to
(you big lez)
i love you more than most other people :]

yours always