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02 October 2002 @ 08:55 am
my new best friend..  
so i made a new best friend at the meeting last night. her name is rebekah and she is four years old. she is the cutest thing, i just want to eat her shes so cute. she reminds me of well me back when i was fun.

i want to offer an apology to anyone reading this about my entries of yesterday, the quizzes are a little over the top. i was trying to avoid the heavy thinking, but i failed at that.

i keep getting sicker and sicker. my cold has now gone into my chest and im hacking all day long. plus i just cant get enough sleep. perhaps i will take simones advice and take a nap at lunch. i cant really eat anything as i get so sick afterwards i have to lie down to keep my food down.

i wonder if people still read this thing or if im just writing for my own amusement. it wont really make much of a difference except if no one is reading, than i can say whatever i want.

(sigh) i miss him.
even though we still see each other as often as we used to and still talk most everyday, its different now and i can hardly keep from crying when i think about what has slipped through our hands.
there is no way for me to fix this and its ripping out my soul.

im going out with andrew and taryn tonight. strange i used to feel like a third wheel with them and now it doesnt bother me anymore.
its a mystery.

i need to learn to love softer.

smiley, where have you been?
and she knows and she knows and she knows and she knows
Current Mood: sicksick
(Anonymous) on October 2nd, 2002 10:46 am (UTC)
shock suprise wet pants
Hey, Becca!
Sorry you don't feel good... then I guess I have to avoid being mean, eh? ....mess. Oh well. I just thought you'd probably be suprised to know that I looked at your live journal today... even though I'm at school <*looks over shoulder paranoidly*> (is that a word?) Oh well, I should probably end this mindless rambling drivel before I'm caught.

queenie bbluebirdgirl on October 2nd, 2002 12:43 pm (UTC)
Re: shock suprise wet pants
aawww. my little lizzie boo. how is my widdle pipsqueaky? (i know its disgusting right) i hope you were working on a project that required some sort of research that could only be found on my lj and not just goofing off. i love love love you and hope your day was wonderful.
*kisses head*
bye pipsqueaky longstocking
hahahaha (evil cackle)
okay okay im joking sorry sorry.
bye baby ill see you soon.
ex_savoytruf156 on October 2nd, 2002 02:42 pm (UTC)
Re: shock suprise wet pants
FREAKS! heheheheheheh um...yeah...um...just kidding
Don't kill me. Love ya :D
That Person, Over Therehanauma on October 3rd, 2002 10:08 am (UTC)
I read your journal !! So don't say no one reads it !! *grins* I like taking all those quizzes they are fun !! Also, your muppet one, you got Gonzo? Hehe, that's the name of my Guinea Pig *giggles* =))

Get better, I'm sick too my husband got me sick =((