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13 June 2007 @ 01:35 am
oh my love. oh it was a funny little thing  
so i am very inebriated and i could not resist the urge to share it with the world or something. i am not sure if this is going to make sense but i had the urge to get it all out. i am sitting here listening to my i-pod and drinking some really nice spanish wine and wondering why i am bothering all of you with my melancholy. i really cant answer that question. so much has happened since last we spoke. i got a new job and left the horror of fossil behind. i am still unsure if i like it or not but i am going to stay put until i find something better. i spent sometime in la and considered moving there but i never follow through with anything. on the same token i am looking for a new car, but don't want to do any actual work towards acquiring it for myself. i am unsure why i am so maudlin tonight unless it is residual from my birthday last week. every so often i start to wonder why i keep myself around, when it is so obvious every one i care about would be better off if i was not around anymore. i don't really understand why they all insist i stay. it isn't going to hurt my feelings. it would actually be a relief to just not have to worry about it anymore. not sure where that came from. i have yoga tomorrow night so maybe that will snap me out of this funk. or maybe i just need to get laid. i guess i will after tomorrow. i am going to sign off now because i am confused by the weirdness of my words so i can only imagine how everyone else must feel. plus, i need to wash my hair.
good night my lovely ones.
-b
 
 
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fraubleukafraubleuka on June 26th, 2007 09:12 am (UTC)
"or maybe i just need to get laid. i guess i will after tomorrow."

Um, what??
queenie b: [f] unpossiblebluebirdgirl on June 27th, 2007 07:53 pm (UTC)
wow.
that was a fairly unfortunate typo to make. i believe that i meant 'i guess i will KNOW after tomorrow'. referring whether my yoga class would improve my mood or not. man. drunk typing should be a crime.
fraubleukafraubleuka on June 28th, 2007 08:28 am (UTC)
heh heh, your computer should know enough by now to make you take a breathalizer test before posting to lj. :)
mrscharliesheen on October 5th, 2007 04:01 am (UTC)

For the last time, stop being EMO! =P