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05 January 2004 @ 01:00 pm
this is what i get for being that way  
im not really sure why im updating when i dont have much to say...however, im not sure when ill get the chance again, so here i am. i am in a very strange mood today. jumbled and tangled pieces of thoughts keep running through my mind, and around my tongue. im not sure if i could string together a complete sentence today if i felt the inclination to do so. so you should consider yourself warned.

i really need to get some new cds. i need suede, t-rex, placebo, more suede, etc. good luck trying to find any of that in this area. maybe i can pick some up this summer...

my favourite ring and bracelet both broke so i have to take them to get repaired today.

i have come to the realization that chocolate mint is my favourite new thing. i have like five bags of chocolate mint kisses, chocolate mint candy canes, and various other mint flavoured chocolates, (i even found a place to get chocolate mint aero bars. my favourite thing.)

i am also trying to eat healthier. this is hard as i am from the south and all my favourite foods are bad for you. however i reasoned that if i can give up bacon AND cow, i can cut back on fried foods and junk food. i havent had a soda in weeks. i havent had but one drink in like a month. if i could wean myself off the chocolate mint kisses, then i would be even better. and i would hurt someone badly for some olive tapanade. its my new favourite thing (thats not chocolate). get some melbas, shmear on some brie (or other yummy soft cheese) (white cheese and i dont mean white cheddar cheese whiz you yahoos) and then you top it with olive tapanade. *drools* sooo gooooood.

i miss danielle. i really really need to call her, but im scared of waking her up after work, and i never have enough time before work to talk as much as i want. i have tomorrow off so maybe i can get all my errands done with enough time to call her before the meeting. maybe while i clean the house...

i updated my user info, in case anyone has some extra time and wants to go check it out.

i have been feeling very...wonky. theres not anything really wrong and im not depressed or anything, but at the same time, i dont really feel happy...maybe i expect to much. maybe the absence of bad is good enough and should just accept it.
but im sure i wont.

well, i guess this is long enough. i really do want to lose 15 pounds but im not sure they will let me. so id settle for ten. and only in certain areas. must get pilates tape. mustnt forget again.

well, love to all of you and love to the ones you love.
love and kisses,
-b
 
 
Current Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
Current Music: suede - pantomime horse
 
 
 
ex_savoytruf156 on January 5th, 2004 07:26 pm (UTC)
why do you think you should loose weight? Myself and others think you look fine.

give "The Very Clean" Danielle a holler. i'm sure she won't mind. in fact, i need to call her but my mom won't let me call long distant. *cry* Oh well, there is emails and lj! Yay!

I love you and we seriously need to get together and have a fun day.

hugs, kisses, and all that mushy stuff ;)
That Person, Over Therehanauma on January 5th, 2004 08:23 pm (UTC)
Hey girlie, send me your snail mail address =))

*smooch* =))