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12 November 2003 @ 12:49 am
 
so i was standing at the stove tonight, cooking when the air kicked on and hit me in the back and for a minute i thought someone was blowing on the back of my neck. yea im pretty stupid sometimes.

monday was my last day of work and im excited and happy about it. and i was looking forward to the meeting tonight and then yesterday i came down with the flu, so im all sick and drugged up.

as for leaving my job, there is only one person i think i will really miss and the very fact that i will miss him is a testament to the fact that its a very good thing for my spirituality that i got out of there when i did.

the job i had lined up fell through but im actually not worried about it. im just relying on jehovah completely. i had an interview this morning that went very well, and im going to go in the next couple of days to get more applications and am faxing more resumes tomorrow, if i can stop sneezing and coughing stuff up every time i move.

my family is back from their trip and had a really great time and im so happy for them. for more details see my sisters journal (paradisehope) and im sure that soon she will post about it.

im taking the rest of this week off so that i can really really clean my house. like meeting your mother-in-law for the first time clean. obviously, someone will be helping me.

also thank all of you for your kind words about my last post. i was doped up on cold pills or something.

ive realized that im letting fewer and fewer people in recently and when i do its not all the way in. im not sure why these walls are just now kicking in. all the crap i went through that should give a person walls, made me a stronger person, maybe even a harder person, but i was still an open person. plus that all happened years ago. but recently ive changed and im not really sure of why but ive come to the conclusion that not one of my friends really really knows me all the way through, except for one person who i believe after friday night is no longer speaking to me. and im sure my closed-off ways are somehow my fault but im not sure how to go about fixing it or even if i want too....

thats tonights deep thought.

in conclusion, we need a drummer for our band. must be a witness and be at least 17. other than that we dont care. any info provided would be helpful. thanks in advance. oooh and also band name ideas.

and ive been writing parts of more songs and im actually thinking they arent that bad. must show laura.

k thats all.

kisses all around
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ex_savoytruf156 on November 12th, 2003 10:07 am (UTC)

Well, i would love to be your drummer.

One problem!

I don't have a drum set and i can't drum. But hey, i've got drum sticks. ;) Does that count for anything?

What about pots and pans?
queenie bbluebirdgirl on November 12th, 2003 01:32 pm (UTC)
ha ha ha
fist of doom is rising....
ex_savoytruf156 on November 12th, 2003 04:23 pm (UTC)
Oh, so you wanna play dirty now, don't you. Well, *kicks becca and laughs devilishly*

dunt mak mee mizpell wrds two jest mak u angree
Teh Uber-Dork!paradisehope on November 12th, 2003 07:37 pm (UTC)
"dunt mak mee mizpell wrds two jest mak u angree"

ACKPTH! MY EYES!!! THEY BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRNNN!!!!!!!!!!!! >_
ex_savoytruf156 on November 13th, 2003 09:46 am (UTC)
"The goggles, zay do nothing!"
queenie bbluebirdgirl on November 13th, 2003 12:03 am (UTC)
oooh you are sooooo gunna die, punk!!
ex_savoytruf156 on November 13th, 2003 09:45 am (UTC)
Punk? You are the punk, punk! heh heh